work has been hectic. i havent been online for so long.

my blog is hollow. with no contents.
im still alive.
oh, and he has been taking up three quarter of twenty four hours in my everydays.

in short,
ive got so much to say of last year, and in the blink of an eye, to look forward to the new year.

its gonna be one big list.

2007 was full of...
hatred turned love,
breaking up and patching and starting anew,
wiping away the insignificant tears.
i got the camera i had been dying to get,
got my confirmation at work two months earlier than i should have gotten,
and god giving me the best gift of the year.

the most touching thing he did,
to pick me up from work tirelessly everyday.
without fail, there will always be his shoulder to lean on the bus when im tired.
its coming near to two months.
hes still travelling back and fro.
from marsiling to buona vista.
bus 95 from buona to nuh.
then bus 197 to jurong east.
train back to admiralty.
eventually bus 913 alone, back home.

the second,
rushing down from town to a&e on the 15th of dec to accompany me when i was sick.
that sick episode made me realised the importance of having him with me.

the third,
exchanging shoes with me on new year's eve when my heels nearly killed me.
he took off his right sneaker and wore my heel.
i wore his sneaker instead.
from the train station all the way home.
im surprised how he survived walking with that.

the fourth,
piggybacked me home when i realised im totally worn out.
im not heavy.
but im not easy to handle either.
lol.

and,
the apprehension we had at coffee bean for the first time.
subsequently, coffee bean became one of our fave hangout place.
for the lust after their cheesecake.
ben&jerry became his love for ice cream.
long john chicken slices with cheese almost everytime after my work.
alternatively, house music plays on my speakers now.
we went to zouk together.
he gave up his drinking coupons to me.
ultimately cleaning up the mess i created after drinking too much.
i remembered how i puked outside zouk.
and the guilt i had when i see anxiety written all over his face.
my dear, i know i dont hold my liquor well.
im so thankful that you didnt drank and took care of me instead.
i promised it wont be a routine for you to clean up my mess again.
that day he said he will be fed chubby and full of fats by me.
our first puripuka.
he looked so adorable not knowing what to do, and with that black frame glasses.
our ikea shopping, and our ikea shopping with my family.
the many dinners i took at his house.
watched miss sweety movie on his desktop which moved me to tears.
the late night out just to watch movies.
our never ending quarrels that lasted one day about things that aint important at all.
yet, the tiny little things seemed so crucial to him.
the trip to his aunty's condo for his granny's birthday,
which we cam whored all the way til we got out from her house.
he had diarhoea but that gigantic turkey they ordered was scrumptious.
our first big fight at the park.
he thought i wasnt caring enough. he could not feel love from me. i thought otherwise.
it was a bittersweet day.
spent our first xmas together. at ashton, at vivo.
i got a huge piglet soft toy from him for xmas.

on the last day of 2007,
we spent the early part of the day at my house.
and headed to jack's place at marina sq for the special new yr eve menu.
which we did not anticipate.
nevertheless, it was "wonderful", not that wonderful. lol.
we sat at that bridge for like 3 hours+ before the fireworks started.
we were lucky enough to get a space up there before they closed the gate.
the fireworks were pretty!
im so glad hes the last person i saw in 2007.
and the first i see in 2008!
getting back home was !@#$%^&.
nothing much to elaborate about the chaos.
noon shift on the next day. luckily.

;)

it was the best thing that happened to me in 2007.
your existence.

the steamboat with him last sat. after queuing for half an hour. my craving has finally been satisfied. :)

ill stick with you. twenty four hours round the clock.

it has been long since i had a boyfriend who love to stick to me. the previous few had made me fear of the distance i need to keep away from them. thus,

i became the non-chalant girlfriend now.
he has been saying that im not sweet enough, and there are things that i should have done but somehow i could not bring myself to do.

its true. i had been a lousy girlfriend.

but believe me dear, i had no longer linked you to my previous. there are a lot of things i want to do with you. the things i do with you will be much more memorable than the past. as you had said, the past are only memories.
as time passes, i will be the best girlfriend to you.

you have been so willing to come down all the way to buona and fetch me after my work everyday. i did not had to say a thing and you appear at my ward. sometimes i thought that things are always too good to be true. but you make all those thoughts vanished from my mind.

im so looking forward to next friday. we will go get that camera i had been dying to get. and we shall go town once again.

the festive lights are way tooooo beautiful.